Everything's gonna be OK...NOT!
I thought everything was starting to work out...I guess I was wrong. I was on my way to the bank when I got a call from my brother. I thought it was one of his random calls just to bug me or remind of things that I'm suppose to bring home tonight...again I was wrong. He was unusually worked up. I asked him what was wrong...he told me the story...
Everything is not ok...I thought it was starting to be OK but I guess not. I'm thinking that this is one of those curve balls that life was eventually bound to throw at me. By the time our conversation ended , I had parked my car. I ended up sitting in my car for the next ten minutes totally forgetting that I had to go the bank. Ended up crying for the next five minutes...people were starting to stare but at that point I really didn't care. I needed to talk to someone. I sent a friend a text message but unfortunately my friend was busy. :(
After what seemed like forever, I was finally able to compose myself, run my errand and go back to work. When all of this started happening, my younger siblings and I decided to pick out a song and just sing it to each other whenever we felt bummed about it. We usually have a good laugh after we sing the song with all our heart. Not all of the lines are applicable but you'll get the point.
Everything is not ok...I thought it was starting to be OK but I guess not. I'm thinking that this is one of those curve balls that life was eventually bound to throw at me. By the time our conversation ended , I had parked my car. I ended up sitting in my car for the next ten minutes totally forgetting that I had to go the bank. Ended up crying for the next five minutes...people were starting to stare but at that point I really didn't care. I needed to talk to someone. I sent a friend a text message but unfortunately my friend was busy. :(
After what seemed like forever, I was finally able to compose myself, run my errand and go back to work. When all of this started happening, my younger siblings and I decided to pick out a song and just sing it to each other whenever we felt bummed about it. We usually have a good laugh after we sing the song with all our heart. Not all of the lines are applicable but you'll get the point.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you?re bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it?s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you?re bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it?s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
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